Late night reflections

Things I Miss:

-bananagrams. Anywhere.  At any given time.

-puzzles. Minus the 2000 piece Christmas puzzle that turned into recovery

-changing the white board every night

-Art Ellen rolling her eyes at me. Always. 

-decorating for Christmas with roommate #2

-staying up late laughing so loud with roommate #1

-random outbursts of Pretty Woman

-nightly forbidden hugs

-Furqan quoting Jerry McGuire to me during every single session

-John Mayer in the bathroom every morning

-Emily yelling SHARPS when someone dropped a pen

-Decorating Rigsbee for Christmas

-Doom and Henry and 4am and Hobbs

-helping Anna since it was always her first day

-the dog park across the street

-Home Alone 2. Yes.  I even miss that. 

-the song from the end credits of Rio

-the tiny spoon

-ramekins 

-skkkkkrrtt

-RO-DBT, MedEd with Joe

-Fun fects on Foster

-talking about space noodles more than any group of people ever should

-Nutella puppy chow

-patio time

-literally anything with Rachel, even when she made me cry, aka ALWAYS

-spa night

-ice packs at the ready

-Planet Fitness commercials on New Years and the reactions that followed

-scheduled nap time, specifically on Rigsbee

-the rare Stella appearance

-Maggie and Lindsay and Darby and Jaeda and Camila and all of the great TA's.

-the overusage of the word AND.

-Mandie's hippie outfits, Jillians scarves, Michelle's animal prints, Brianna's Lilly.

-JP and flannel Friday's

-being able to freely cry. Anywhere. At any time.

-being around the most encouraging group of people I have ever met

Things I Don't Miss:

-meal coaching

-eggs

-the feeling of impending doom when your whole team is in one room

-experiential dietetics

-table games

-increases

-increases from dietitians who aren't even your dietician

-dessert snack, aka banana pudding

-someone else flushing my toilet

-COS-DBT

-Veritas shake

-Phosphorus powder

-0400 vitals, although I do miss Donna's yellwhisper 

-Community meetings to discuss video games

-the great unit sweep of 2k19 where all of our boots were taken

-cold showers. In stalls. With other people around.

-hairy shower drains

-that damn NG tube and the sound of the pump

-the phrase "mindful" and "validate" 

-weekends without passes

-excessive online shopping

-Boost

-moving rooms 5 times

-the one salt packet rule

-the one cup of coffee rule

-being told to sit down

-having the emotional stability of a 2 year old

-being anxious all the time